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About Me Member Deviant of Many Talents music-is-my-loverFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Months
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its just killing me...

Thu Dec 24, 2009, 7:34 PM
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: this is war-30 seconds to mars
  • Reading: graceling
  • Watching: the mentalist
he won't talk to me...he won't tell me...he just walks away.
i cant take it anymore...im going nuts here...he won't talk to me cause i like someone else...cause he says hes an asshole..but this guy makes me happy...hes a ray of sunshine in my day...getting just a hug makes me giggly...but then he sees me...and he will walk away...i can't take it...i can't lose anymore friends...i won't let that happen...i love them both too much...it's ripping out my heart...i want one and i can't lose the other...but he is the first shot at happiness that ive ever had...and i can't let that slip away...ill just come out an say it...love is sacrifice and pain...you must sometimes put your own happiness first...and it kills me...to hurt one of my best friends


love
violet

p.s.-sorry about any spelling errors

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“You don't have a soul. You are a Soul. You have a body.”-C.S.Lewis

“To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable.”-C.S.Lewis


“There are two kinds of people: those who say to God, "Thy will be done," and those to whom God says, "All right, then, have it your way”-C.S.Lewis

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  • Current Residence: my home
  • Interests: music, art, food
  • Favourite movie: under the tuscan sun, the jane austen book club, the covenant, star trek 2009
  • Favourite band or musician: billy boy on posion, kris allen, adam lambert, MCR, carrie underwood
  • Favourite genre of music: i kinda listen to anything except scremo and rap
  • Favourite artist: my sisters sam, liz, emily , cortney, paige and jaime
  • Favourite poet or writer: c.s.lewis...j.k.rowling....s.collins
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod
  • Favourite game: Wario
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: steam boat willie
  • Personal Quote: "soon you'll be old enough to read fairytales again"-C.S.Lewis
  • Tools of the Trade: pen or pencile and paper(im a writer)

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:iconxxxdisneylvrxxx:
thanks for the fav on 'Eric Northman and Godric'!

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:iconrachelegranger:
<3 thank you for the fav! :hug:

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:iconmusic-is-my-lover:
you welcome...im actually looking for a tattoo i plan on getting...im picking a few to get some ideas
:iconrachelegranger:
O: oh cool! x3 aww im honoured you picked mine out!

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:iconjadwar01:
thank you so much for the fav. and the watch!!
:iconjadwar01:
thanks SO much for all the favs. and having my work underneath your friends category. thank you thank you. message me whenever, DA or aim. thanks again!!
:icondalmatian1122:
thanks for the fave! :hug:

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